"A Feeling I Wanna Share"

You SMS me that morning to basically say that you care for me,

But that you're just not in love...
Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly and led you to believe it was okay to just walk away from the one thing that's unyielding and sacred to me..

Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it..
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you..
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind underneath a disguise of a smile..
Gradually I'm dying inside....
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering....
So I wear my disguise 'till I go home at night and turn down all the lights...
And then I break down and cry

So what do you do,
When somebody you're so devoted to suddenly just stops loving you?
And it seems they haven't got a clue of the pain that rejection is putting you through..
Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive"??
Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave me this way?"
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away??

P/S: But after all you've done to me...I will keep being strong and one day I will make sure you are not a part of my life anymore...